Dear Family,
Yes I am alive haha Our preparation day was today because we had a zone conference yesterday and let me tell you it was amazing! Actually this whole weekend was just so good for me and I don’t think I've had so many powerful, spiritual experiences in one weekend. I guess I'll talk about those first so I don't forget, well actually I'll talk about my week first. Oh but I first want to say that I am super jealous about Hunter and Dad going to a Yankees game! I can't believe that you went without me. I’m just messing I don't really care but I hope you had fun, anyway.
So it is good to hear that Elder Sears and Elder Payne are doing well, its amazing to see how much they have changed in just a short period of time. Well I guess I have too haha Anyway but it was another good week, we worked hard and did our best, but this upcoming week we have the opportunity to become better. That's what I love about the Gospel, there is always something to work on and we can always become better. I'm starting to change my attitude about things pertaining to the work, because to be honest I don't really care what happens, as long as I give my full effort to the Lord, everything will be okay. I can't do it on my own, I keep thinking I can, and I've just began to realize again that I can't haha It's funny how we have to continually be humbled. This is what I learned from Sister B yesterday in zone conference. Oh sorry I told you I would tell you about my week, well it went good. We have been continually teaching M. and he is very stubborn. He doesn't believe he needs to be part of a church to return to God. He says he knows the Book of Mormon is true but he doesn't believe that The Church of Jesus Christ is the only way, he thinks he could start his own church if he really wanted. It's kind of frustrating but we are still working with him. We are teaching this lady named L. who we are seeing quite often like twice a week and it is so nice! She has actually read all of 1st Nephi and she did it in like two days! We invited her to be baptized the other day and she told us she would when she knew the Book of Mormon were true, so that was good to hear. We have a lesson with her tomorrow, so pray for us that it goes well. Other than that, not much else is going all, we are supposed to give our Miracle person a call on Thursday, so I am just praying and praying that, that turns out well. I really have a lot of faith that she is golden, I have never felt the spirit so strong about a person before, so I can't wait till we get to see her and her family. Then other than that we probably have 5 other solid potential investigators that could most certainly get baptized, so we are excited.
Ok so now I will tell you a little bit about this weekend. Elder Per G. Malm from the 2nd quorum of the seventy came and spoke at our stake conference and then at our zone conference. He was absolutely amazing! I wish I could properly explain the kind of power that he had, it just seemed to radiate from his voice and countenance. I was able to write down some impressions I had this weekend as I listened to him, so I thought I would share some of it with you.
I just want to start off by saying how grateful I am for love, the Love I feel from my Father in Heaven, my Savior Jesus Christ, and from the people around me. These last couple of days I've just been filled with an overwhelming feeling of gratitude and love that I don't quite know how to explain. I'll try to organize my thoughts but I might be all over the place.
This past week we have been doing a study about obedience and wow, I have a grand new perspective on rules and obedience to them. It finally hit home that it doesn't matter how ridiculous a rule might be, but we obey them because they are there to protect us, to keep us close to our master so we can feel his love. Why do we try to push the boundaries of sin and disobedience? Why do we try to see how close we can get to the edge before we fall? I can't believe I ever thought that way because its not that I'm gaining more freedom, by getting closer to the edge, but in reality I'm pushing away from my Saviors loving embrace of protection, and denying those blessing that come from feeling his love. But I love that I have the POWER to change. As a son of God and with the gift of the Holy Ghost I can redirect my course and turn back towards my Savior's sweet embrace. I pray for the day when I can have the faith and the obedience so that I can receive more commandments, because each new commandment we receive draws us closer to our Heavenly Father and we receive more Blessings. The covenants we make are so powerful, because God cannot lie and when He promises us something through a law, it is by obedience to that law that all blessings are predicated. Elder Bednar said that each new commandment is like a step to a ladder climbing higher and higher towards our Heavenly Father. This is how I feel about laws and commandments now. So Dad it is kind of ironic that you talked to me about that in your letter. It's amazing how the spirit guides.
Speaking of the spirit, I absolutely love the power it has to make us want to change. Throughout the time Elder Malm was talking to us, he would randomly ask people to come up and share what they have been feeling. I have never seen a man so in tuned with the spirit, and each time someone bore their testimony, it was extremely powerful, truly incredible. But I want to share with all of you what I have been feeling from my heart and I would like to say that I know...without a doubt that this gospel is a hundred percent true. I am so grateful for the spirit that teaches us and humbles us to make us want and desire to become better. I am eternally grateful for the Love Jesus Christ has shown for me. I love Him. I want to give Him everything I've got, not just now but forever. And I know that it comes by consecrating myself and obeying the laws and commandments which He has given me. This I must do because I know it is true. I am so grateful that I have this opportunity to serve as a Disciple of Jesus Christ and I will forever be just that.
Thank you for all that influenced me in my life to become better, to work harder, and to do what is right.
Well enough of me rambling on haha I hope you all have a wonderful week and I'll talk to you later! Love, Elder Garrett Bushman